The Wall

There is a wall, it keeps me safe
There is a wall, it knows me well

I know the wall, it can't break me
I know the wall, for thats all I can see

It is old, but always new
For the bricks are sound, but it is the nature of sound is to change

I saw the wall when I was but a toddler
My friend, my companion, my brother, my lover

It was large and colossal
A lifetime of exploration, for me to believe in

My wished source of livelihood, for the wall needs its bricks
But the wall was not important, cuz it didn't feed
It was taken for granted, for it gave more than it took
But it was always there, for every one wanted it, every one needed it

Like a drug it entered me
Under my skin and through the nose
It brought out the shivers, it brought out cold
It gave me the sense of young and old

I try to run, I try to hide
But it's always there, my own little sin
In my blood, its in my stride
A wall to keep me out, The Wall to keep me in

Cooking ideas

1. Mixture with sweet curd(The mixture has to be 4rm grand sweets!! Just the right amount of curd and u have a smacker!)

2.Jam between marie biscuits (i tght of this way b4 jim jam)

3.sauce rice.. yes tomato sauce.. do temme what u thnk abt it :X

The Four Horseman vs Evil

The beginning link of 'Evil' by Mercyful Fate sounds like the riff from the four horseman. Did Metallica copy...again?? They did play a part of Evil on their Mercyful Fate medly on the Garage Inc. it their way of paying tribute to the song.... hmmmm.....

What is the becomer?

For years I dwelt on the nature of creation
For years the questions of old plagued me
For years did the quest carry me on
Until death reminded me of the years gone by

I choose not to demean the human being
Nor to place it on the highest of thrones, for lurking behind arrogance is the veil of ignorance

The becomeing is all we are
The becomeing is all we are

The formless twists and turn
Till the form is what it becomes
The mind provides the form, and the thought the medium

The becoming is all we are
The becoming is all we are

Bounded by time is what we are
For time in itself is but an association, a thought
Time exists only in itself
For without time there would be no motion

The becomer is time
Becomeing forever
From dust to life to dust again
From pain to joy to thought to life

The becomer becomes, for that is my role
Where I end and you begin, the becomer is what we are

We are always becoming, changing, forming, twisting
To stand still is a paradox for it has no beginning or end
We were becoming before that and to stand still is to become it

The becoming is all we are
The becoming is all we are

Live the becomer
The joy is the becomer, beauty is the becomer
Accept the becomeing, and the becomer is yours
For the becoming is what we are, to change, to twist, to mould... to become...

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An inquiry into the nature of mathematics and why as Indians we excel in its understanding, application and revel in its beauty


Well, I hope u read the topic very, very carefully, because that’s NOT what this article is about. Then why have such a title you ask? To be honest with you my patient reader, I could not think of one. But do not judge my literary skills as yet, for I have a few words that might be of some interest to you. So without further delay let me delve into the heart of the matter.

Well, I suck at math... and oh well, how do I put it? OK, plain and simple... SO DO YOU. Yeah, you are studying in one of India's premier institutes, Birla Institute of Technology and Sciences and are supposed to be super geniuses at it, but sometimes I wonder.....

I'm sure you are all aware of how India's favourite (ex) President A.P.J Abdul Kalam always spoke about the youth. His vision was that of a developed India by the year 2020 (No, this is not another of those youth motivational articles, hold on for a lil while longer...) and the fact that engineers from such premier institutes need to play a major role in the realisation of this dream. His is a truly commendable dream indeed, but I'd like to alert you to one simple word from my previous sentence - 'play', yes PLAY.

Many of you, I am sure have read the book "Surely you are joking Mr. Feynman". It is a truly humane book which if you’ve not as yet read, I urge you to do so as soon as you can because it reveals many insights into the mind and environment of the genius. Well, that was the book that got me all hooked into quantum physics, Schrodinger kittens (sorry... was that a cat?) string theory and what not, but my ID number at the end of this article would show you that I am an Economics major with a Comp Science dual. Yes, that interest in physics died somewhere along the way (to those few who do have the interest, kudos to you... lucky you). For someone who did not attend any IIT coaching, the idea of solving 3-10 page long differential equations was too much of a terror. Economics sure felt like a safer option.

Coming back to the book, didn't you get the feeling that there always was a sense of lightness and ease that Feynman had whenever he referred to 'work' as such. No cribbing about exams, tests, assignments, work load, deadlines – EVER!! . Ok, you can argue that he was old when he wrote the book and was nostalgically looking back at his younger days, however, he does mention early on that he did not like trigonometry in his younger days. But it is the reason for his dislike that is the most thought provoking. He claimed to always make the mistake of cancelling out the n’s while dividing sin and tan!!!! Well, well... now how many of us would ever dream of doing that? Definitely not in the exam, oh, we've mugged up the problem all too well to commit such a blunder. Hmm, how about at our study table a couple of days before the exam... no way!! I guess we'd be too busy cheering Sachin or Kaka to score their next 100 or goal.

Coming back to the word that I had drawn your attention to - ‘play’. Don't you realise the fundamental difference between us and Feynman... HE PLAYED!! He played during what we'd call 'studying'. He played with Math, Physics, Biology and what not. All work and no play sure makes Jack a dull boy, but what if it was all play and no work? Wouldn't that make Jack an ultra productive creative machine in the eyes of the commoner?

Another thing that I'd like to draw to your attention to is the extremely low number of original research papers that are being published by the IIT's, BITS and other such leading universities of India. Now, let’s eliminate all the lack of funding, low industry support, limited access to technology and the other crappy excuses that are given in their defence. Maybe the experiment based papers are hard to come by, but how about the ones that involve you, the internet, a pen and papers. Where are the original theoretical papers that we should be churning out? India is supposed to have a large number of engineering colleges’ right? And did I forget to mention the fact that Indians are supposed to be one of the brainiest races on the planet?

Well, here's my explanation ... we suck at math. Consider this, ever since class 3 we have been asked to mug up tables. "Learn this now, it'll help you in your higher classes" is what we were told, and we blindly obeyed. Typical middle class attitude don't you think? But did it ever occur to you at that age as to what these things might actually represent? Did any of your early schooling ever really mean anything to you? Did you ever express yourself using the knowledge that you learnt in school? Did you ever see a tree or plant in your neighbourhood and go "Hey, I saw that plant in my text book" or ever see a movie/ documentary and go "That was there in our science/history/geography text book" I guess most of us wouldn’t. Alright given the schooling system is bad, there's too much pressure on kids to perform, no time to stop and smell the roses.. blah blah.. but aren't we missing the essential point here? We are NOT being educated and in this competitive world, we need the ability to be creative with our knowledge to even survive. Remember, the Chinese are fast catching up to us, and if we want to retain our jobs and standing in the world, we need a huge upsurge in the number of new products and patents and coming from our country.

Until now I guess I haven't yet said anything significant. I'm sure you would all have come across these thoughts somewhere or the other. But here's my solution, at least with regard to math.


Yes, I mean it, a language, just like Hindi, Sanskrit, English, at least in the lower classes. Students should be asked to express themselves mathematically. The student ought to be asked to model every phenomenon that they see/experiences in a mathematical way.

I am no educationalist, but let me sight a few examples that have been lying around in my mind for a while. Let me start at the primary classes, taking the example of students eating an ice cream. Every student must be asked to rate the happiness he/she felt while eating the first ice cream, on the second, on the third and so on. That way a child is sure to understand the meaning of providing weights to goods, and if I may be so ambitious as to suggest maybe even an intuitive understanding of the law of marginal utility of economics. This exercise could be carried out anytime, maybe even in the break time.

Furthermore the importance of mathematics in everyday life should be highlighted (even though may not be really necessary). Take for example an awareness program telling children to conserve electricity. During the course of the lecture, the participants should be asked to do the maths that is required for them to understand the importance of conserving electricity. They ought to be taught at a young age how to read meters, and do the simple math involved to calculate the total expenditure, amount of pollution generated and so on. Why must students wait for their parents to teach them these basic skills?

Young minds must also be encouraged to come up with innovative means of expressing the world around them. Take for example the Ignobel awards. I believe that this should be made a compulsory event in every school and college. When asked to mathematically ‘model’ the most absurd of things they observe, the process is sure to ignite the creative spark in them. Students would learn to use mathematics in ways that they never dreamt would be possible.

Another plausible exercise might be to ask the student to create mathematical problems rather than simply be asked to solve them. This way the young minds would be moulded to think of ways and means to solve physical problems. A spirit of competition amongst classmates would lead them to come up with newer and more innovative problems, and in the process develop more novel and exciting ways to apply the mathematical principles available to them to justify the solutions for the problems they create. I'm sure a text book filled with such problems would be far more interesting than those written by boring professors who may have forgotten what it means to be a young person.

I am sure that if students become as comfortable in using mathematics to describe their surroundings as using their mother tongue, the young minds of tomorrow (and today) will be able to develop a plethora of significant and far reaching innovations. Our minds are queer, throwing out the weirdest of ideas (like this article for example) at all odd times. It requires a firm grip of mathematics to convert these abstract forms, ideas and images to a form that is comprehendible by our fellow man. I sincerely encourage you all 'play’ with the knowledge that you gain. And remember, no idea is insane or useless, if communicated properly.

P.S. Einstein's path breaking paper on special relativity was 5 pages long... but our textbooks... ahem...